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December 03, 2002

Internet-- reflection on Kierkegaard

I was especially impressed by the following two descriptions made by Kierkegaard on the society and totality. He wrote that “It is selfish within the individual and it results in the selfishness of the society around him, which thus works against him.” and that “[Publicity is] an all embracing something which is nothing” and is “less than a single real man however unimportant.” Not only do they apply to our present age here and now but the situation has gone from bad to worse compared to that in Kierkegaard’s age.

How could living in the totality make people feel even more alienated? Most people live in the crisis of having an undefined self-image. People try harder and harder in their daily life to imitate each other in the illusory public, which appears in the form of fashion among many others. In reality “human nature needs variety” and are born with the impulse to assert himself. As a results, we are often playing the roles not even close to our true selves.

People go on the internet to do crazy things that they won't ever dare in reality or to express their real feelings simply because it is safe there— “nothing really happens” there. This escape is now more convenient to practice than in Kierkegaard’s age. At then, people may create an illusionary world of forms in their deliberation. Now, we made an improvement by providing one readily available— the virtual world built on wires and wares. If Kierkegaard could have seen the situation here and now, he may very likely become willing to agree more with Hegelian for at least they think (no matter how empty those ideas are detached from real life, they do think).

Kierkegaard's message remains true for all of us. You have to look at things in perspective, to be aware of the trick the totality (including the public, mass media and the society) is playing before us and to recognize the real precious thing— our individualities. No matter how accessible a world of unknown has become and how much fun there is to just intake, we should hold onto what’s intimate and long-lasting to us. We should be aware of the fact that though there are things that are convenient, they are seldom necessary to our existence. Maybe we actualized ourselves through them, but the invaluable still lies in our self-fulfillment rather than in those dead wires and wares.
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July 20, 2002

等不到

自願的等
是不設期限的
比較悠哉
還在控制範圍以內
因為當時
還沒有瘋狂

不自願的等
教人無奈
"可惡我要設期限!"
喊著喊著
但是辦不到
有時候
一點點悲傷
雖然
也還在控制範圍以內
但是
我討厭這樣

我討厭沒有信用的人
一封你永遠不會寫的信
一通你永遠不會打的電話
就不要告訴別人
你會

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July 16, 2002

短篇

sigh

荒謬的世界

它的確是

無處可躲

你又想走到哪裡去呢?

告訴自己

不用傷心哭泣

因為更糟的事還在後面呢

然而

如果我騙了你

也別急著找我算帳哪

因為

那就太好了

不是嗎?

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June 22, 2002

老師說沙特

我怎覺得聽起來
他所說的反對"bad faith"
像是事實唯真
也就是說
你身體裡facticity與transcendence
(你的身體和你真正是的樣子與你的道德克制和你所希望你是的樣子)
永遠流動平衡
你任何想趨向其中一邊.否認另外一邊的想法
都是一種"bad faith"
是很無謂的
在所謂流動. 你改變自己的能力上
他的說法
又很像是絕對自由意志

老師特地給我們看沙特的照片
嗯......
果然人如其學說啊

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May 25, 2002

短篇

too high an expectation?
會嗎?

背靠著背讀著書
或許熱情會讓我們不專心
或許衝動的情感讓字句無法進入思緒
然而
有一天
當熱情消退
至少背靠著背的我們
還能夠各自看各自的書
安靜地
平和地

too high an expectation?

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短篇

歸結
應該是
機械觀的世界是行不通的......
人.信仰
神聖是不可以被盲目的啟蒙運動褻瀆的......
至於情感與人性.熱血
嗯
我還在找

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February 21, 2002

短篇

餘光
可以看見
但是一旦轉移視線
卻正好落在盲點

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January 17, 2002

短篇

蠻孤單的
有時候覺得
跟誰的距離
都愈來愈遠

上希臘哲學的時候
亞里斯多德說
philia
限於時間.精力.嗜好
朋友
(virtue type的那種)
不應太多

我笑了笑
覺得我對不起我的朋友
(if there's any that would agree me to call them so...)
曾經找不到堅持
然後找到了
事實唯真

然而時間過去
它給我的教訓
是
所謂片戀
有心栽花花不成無心插柳柳成蔭
是這樣說的嗎?

磨日子
我不過是在把日子過過去而已
我以為
但是事實並非如此

握住你的手
你將抓不到任何
攤開你的手
everything flowing by
但是空的嗎?
似乎不是的
是漲滿的--
漲得帶點淡淡哀傷

道不同不相為謀
走在同一道上
卻還是無法同謀
不是更讓人不解嗎?

一個偶然的機會
我看見自己

期待

所以逃避
所以並非是無心柳的問題
而是用了心
就怕
所以
所以

每個人都說孤單
是不是事實
根本是we should all give up all ideas about it
是的
或許是的

can you tell me?
no, you can't. 'cause you don't know.
can you tell me?
you say you can but you don't know.
you say you can but you don't know.
Hanson 唱的歌
好可愛的預言

不代表放棄
不代表是你
代表哀悼
代表荷頓你放棄了嗎?
我要是你會接受安多里先生的
管他同性戀還是有婦之夫
at least, he got it.

無法理解的
懸浮在空氣之中
安定
沒有理由

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