短篇

喝咖啡

昨天
我家三個姐妹叫出來喝了杯咖啡
聊著是非
這樣的感覺
真的是長大了的感覺
從一家人的身分 漸漸獨立出去 而擁有自己的生活
昨晚只覺得很熱鬧
今天才開始感傷

以前 天天住在一起 聊的是學校生活 是心情 是那大大小小的戀愛
現在 各自一方 聊的是理財 未來規劃 選擇伴侶 以及爸媽的健康
這真的就是長大了嗎?
我不確定自己的心智狀況是否如此
但環境與時間儼然已推我到這裡
為什麼此刻會熱淚盈眶其實也很難說得明白
maybe I am too young to weep over lost youth,
but what's the feeling here and now?


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Vita-- echoes the theme in Good Will Hunting

Living is what it means. Something in itself.

It takes more than critique to live. You may say you know it all, but you don’t understand what you’ve said. Watching life from some ”God’s eye” will give you no real joys or sorrows.

For who can be sure about everything? Or say, anything. Yet life carries on. Is it more ridiculous to say what we’ve been through is real, or is it the opposite?

You’d still prefer an invulnerable life, though it attacks at night. You’d still stay calm and detached yet you know you can never again.

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warmth-- reflection on Kierkegaard

Have you ever noticed how this world bereave people of their inwardness and fill them up with external stimuli, how we live on those crooked dispensable news? I’ve always believed that intake and output are never coexistent. Just like you don't breathe in and out at the same time. I am never able to write when I read a lot.

I sometimes doubt the necessity of the existence of documents of all forms. Yet I can't imagine what I would be like to have lived without all the warmth, the proof of one’s existence.

Philosophy is not interesting unless when you read it, you are so very glad that you are not the only one in this world to ever thought about some particular thing. This is why I've been fascinated.
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短篇

是不是
人只要活著就不可能不傷害任何人
我們要做的是
找出重要的人
從現在開始
至少不傷害他們
這樣 是嗎?

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短篇

或許這種年紀
回顧我的一生是言之過早了
但是我是這樣想的:
一到十歲 我花了十年來成長
十一歲到二十歲 我花了十年掙扎與摸索
二十一歲到三十歲 我希望用這十年來準備
三十一歲到四十五歲 我希望這十五年可以實現我的許多夢想
四十六歲之後 我希望能夠給我現在的任性一個回應-- 我想寫書

陳腔濫調說: 你必須活得好比明天就要死去 又像是會活到長久以後
第一點 我想做得到
第二點 我努力

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